now almost 3.30am...

just now i was lying on the bed...

but cant fall asleep...

maybe is i sleep lately these few days...

sleep at 4 everyday...

i think of many things when i lying on the bed...

before that...

i believe it is forever existing in somewhere of this world...

no matter is friendship or love...

i believe i can find these forever friendship and love...

i really believe it...

now....

i starting to doubt it...

everything have changed in this sem...

before that...

every nights i was at somebody house...

and...

i know that i was happy and crazy that time...

but because of some reasons...

i cant go their home every days...

besides that...

their home is a port for me...

when i am unhappy...

i go there and chat with them...

after having the funny conversations with them...

i can always go back my hostel with a smiling face...

it is amazing magic for me and it really work...

now...

everyday i stay at home online...

or go yam cha with friend...

not as happy as that time...

before that...

i got a gang of good buddies...

we always hang out to dinner, snooker or other...

at this sem...

we busy about own assignment,competition, FYP,or other...

somemore...

i sure playing basketball or choose to play basketball when they ask me to dinner or other exercises...

therefore...

i seldom join them in this sem...

i really miss the time with all of them....

i do...i really do...

this week is study week...

i have not study at the first day...

i also dont know what am i doing...

tomorrow...MUST STUDY!!!!

no excuses anymore...

lastly...

i am missing someone....><