矛盾

这个世界里....
充满着矛盾...
无论是人与人之间还是个人...
最近心情总是变换无常....
就因为某个原因...
我是很憧憬...很期待...
但我真的不喜欢这种感觉...
想要...却不喜欢...
这已经是我的矛盾了...


原来...
真的有些事情不知道的较好...
本来是充满信心...一无所惧的样子...
知道后...
却变得优柔寡断...不知所措....
真的好讨厌....
讨厌....
讨厌....


算了...
不懂要写什么了...
没什么心情...

November

already 4 weeks in this sem...

means the short sem going to end soon...

3 more weeks...

time gone so fast...

this week and next week going to face the midterm...

means i cant go back to play the game...

next game is the first round of playoff...><

no choice...

midterm is more important than basketball....

last weekend have played two matches...

one win and one loss...

first game...

my teammates and others said my performance not bad....

but second game...

i play like shit...

overall...

i not satisfy at all...

really wanna be better....

beside that...

my teammate also ask whether i wanna join the next tournament which help at end of this year...

around december...

i still thinking wanna play anot...

because i already always going back in these two sem..

next sem is my last sem...

wish to stay at kampar more...><

this sem...

i also seldom gather or crazy with my buddies...

since our timetable different with each others...

and i keep going back kl...

but...

i am enjoying the time when u with me...^^

last few days saw something on fb...

made me felt so fan...

why it able to cause me so fan...@@"

not only once...

is every times...

hope it can lost its affect to me as soon as possible....

be happy everyone~

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such a long time dint blog...

i think around one month already...

because of laziness...=X

now is the time to blog since i am in the blogging mood~XD

time passed so fast...

today is the 4th day of November 2010...

that means one month more...

2010 will be end...

and...my university career also getting to end soon....

actually really reluctant to graduate...

just two years time...

i get many friends here...

and we have many crazy memories....

i wont forget these memories in my life....

i appreciate it so much...

last week so unfortunate...

getting sick...

so suffered...

long time dint suffer like this...

keep dizzy and lying on the bed...

watching the ceiling...

thinking the time when i am getting sick...

mum will always come in my room...

now only know how good is it...><

the elder i am....

then complexity i facing...

even just play basketball...

also can till so complex....

the problem i facing almost made me give up from basketball...

but i found back the passion...XD

this week got two matches...

need to put all my effort to win it...

we cant lose anymore in group stage~

add oil~