Thursday, March 31, 2011

random

上个星期
与几个同学去马六甲玩
那几天一直都在吃
还去了那儿新的水上乐园
晒到半死
忽然间黑掉很多(虽然本来就很黑)
过了差不多一个星期
背后还在脱皮
好难看呢....>.<
总的来说
这次的旅程还算不错的
虽然有些时候有点被忽略的感觉...=/

在这旅程中
发现到有些东西已变了质
想起以前
再看看现在
只能叹息时间真的能改变好多东西

我真的好想念那段疯狂的日子
我真的以为有些东西真的不会改变的
我.....还是太天真了....
或许重感情的人就会这样吧
是不是应该要改变了呢
不要再那么重感情了...
算了吧
我相信我怎样对人,人家就会怎样对我
对得起自己就好
看开点

就顺其自然吧(好像在逃避现实)

暂时就写到这边吧....

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

an insomnia night

uhhhhhemmm
what is the time now?
almost 5am 
normally i am sleeping on the bed now
but today cant sleep
due to i slept too much yesterday
because of this reason
i skipped two classes   =.=
therefore what am i doing now??
drinking beer and blogging   
first time try to do this
not bad~XD

seem like i have neglected my blog for a long time
actually many things to write
but but but.....
lazy....=X
so what i done for the last few weeks?
first, i got a speaker, external hard disk and a wireless mouse~
these few accessories have cost me RM 400...=.=
but i dint regret at all la...
i quite enjoy with them especially my speaker~~~woohooo~~~NICE!!!!!
second, i have done my mid term test
there are no more mid term test in my life.....(otherwise i failed this sem...)
and now...just left last assignment in this sem and in my life
i no need to do any assignment for my university life
but will for work bah...>.<
third, i tried the mcd breakfast with my friends
really not bad...quite worth....
just go for it~ =D

forth, my kampar open tournament had officially end
these is not a nice memory for me
because i just grab one win in four games
some more the opponent not that strong
just is my team weak...
of course...i not that well also...>.<
in these few games
i earn many experiences
it is not easy to manage one team
i think this can apply in many areas 
not only for basketball but for business
besides that
i also know my weaknesses   >.<
personal skills is not that big problem except my 3 points shooting
the biggest problem is my mentality
it is SO SO SO SO SO bad....
need to improve it a lot...>.<
fifth, in a saturday
i pick up a call from my sister while i am napping
she ask me go back home because my mum going back home from Taiwan that week
but i reject it
since i am tired to go back and i need to busy
but i know these is excuses as i lazy to go back
sorry mum....=(
i am sei sui zai....
my sister also ask me what i busy for?
i answer i busy for assignment but she ask me back said izit i busy for pak tor....
swt.....=.=llllllllll
she said my dad ask she open the photo in my facebook profile and show him who is my girlfriend wor.....
swt again.....=.=lllllllllll

sixth, tsunami has attacked japan lately
human being was so tiny when facing the nature
a normal description:a human life just cheap like an ant life
nothing different
the only different is our family, relatives or friends will sad or even cry for our leave...
future really unpredictable
just appreciate everything u having now
to appreciate u still can breath in this earth
to appreciate u still can smile today
to appreciate u still can cry today
to appreciate u still can say i love u to the one u love
not only ur boyfriend or girlfriend
and also ur family
but....i really cant say these word from my mouth to let them know...
just write here....dad,mum,bro,sis,3 of my sister daughter......
I LOVE U ALL

just now watched a old movie act by andy lau...
it called 爱情梦幻号
i have watched it few times before
but i got the same feeling also
it is a nice, romantic and lam movie.....
sometimes really hope there is someone watch this kind movie with me together....
then i can hug her tightly...=(
never mind...
find her in my dream...XD
i am going to malacca on this thursday with my classmate
hope that this will a fun trip~  =)
it is last few weeks gather with u guys....
no matter is my classmates, coursemates, or my basketball friends.
i always appreciate the time when we together

its time to stop le
what a long blog~~XD
please leave some comments here or chat box when u saw my blog post...
thank you~
take care~   =)

Friday, March 4, 2011

7 weeks

today is the last day of week 7(formal)
this means i am going to graduate from utar after 7 weeks
how good if the time can stop
i can get more time to gather with the kampar buddies
yesterday(friday) having discussion for FYP for almost 12 hours....@@
FINALLY WE DONE IT!!!!
we spent about 10 months to finish it
we search articles, to set the tittle, to read and understand those long long articles, do the thesis from chapter 1 to chapter 5, to set the questionnaires, keep going inside out in office just for supervisor, meeting in supervisor, scolded by tutor and lecturer(is the same person), to distribute the questionnaire by shop to shop in kampar and ipoh, to do analysis for our questionnaire, first presentation for our proposal, VIVA
huuuuuuu~
feel like relax after all these were done
really need to thanks my dear groupmates very much
seriously u all have done very great job because having a lazy groupmate like me...=X
no matter what grade we get in FYP
i am loving u all~=D
FYP done means there is no discussion for this group
because one of the groupmate is different class with us this sem
and i only one class same with 3 of them
i will miss the time badly since we same group from year 1
just now had yam cha session with them
it is a great time
i enjoy it so much
i think we dont have this kind of session since we take FYP(if i no wrong.....)

after thinking of past
now wanna think about future
after graduate
most likely i will proceed for professional papers
just.....struggling wanna work while study...
or take full time course
family ask me to take full time course to finished it as soon as possible
it is a bit pressure for me since the professional papers is not that easy
professional papers are different with high school and even university
it will be much more tough....@@
really no idea at all
what should i decide for my future...
arrrrgggghhhhhh....>.<

Monday, February 28, 2011

“你”

现在已经一点多了...
很累很睏...
但是还是先把这篇写好...

对于"你"
真的千言万语涌上心头
但仅仅局限于咽喉
想要写出
却也不知从何说起
与"你"的相识
从一个幼稚的打赌开始
与你那段浅薄的缘分
时间定格在两个月
而过后的一切
都只是为自己的不成熟买单...
得知某个消息后
以为是上天再给我一次机会
再次邂逅
你的身边已有另一个"他"
不停地说服自己把"你"忘掉
只要一听到"你"的消息或遇见"你"
却无法自我控制
就像最近的那一次
见到"你"后
整个人都失魂落魄的
如果说你是我生命中的一个过客
那你肯定是最不可缺少的那一个
少了你
我不再是我
我不会懂得珍惜.....认真...
我希望"你"的幸福是从我身上得到
但是这应该是不可能的事了
只好祝福有那么的一个人能给"你""你"要的幸福
我也会找到那份属于我的幸福

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

低潮

刚刚和classmate吃团圆饭
虽然新年接近结束
但是这种聚会还是不错的
感觉真的很不错
想到这次是我们班最后一次的聚会
心里真的有点不舍
应该没有机会再有这种聚会了吧
因为班上的人来自四方
北至槟城
南至柔佛
东至沙巴/砂拉越
但我很珍惜这最后一次的聚会
美中不足的是
并不是全班的人都出席

最近
陷入低潮
原因就是那场败仗
真的对我伤害好大
而且一个星期过两次情人节
别人都在甜蜜蜜的
自己却是孤零零的过
虽说已经是第二十二年了
但感觉还是蛮糟糕的
当然我也有蛮多还是单身的朋友陪伴
我也蛮享受与朋友一起疯的感觉
但.....
就是感到还欠一些东西
不着急
慢慢来吧

希望能早日摆脱这低潮期....

Sunday, February 13, 2011

down down down

arrrrggghhhh...
today is valentine day...
for those who are in relationship...
its gonna is a good day...
for those who single like me..
"eat myself"
but this is not major reason to make me down...
today...
i received two valentine present...
one is given by my friend...
thank you very much...
another one is i just lost a match...
it is a major reason that made me very very very fucking freaking down...
seriously...
this is a match that should not to lose if we really wanna qualify to next round..
but the fact is...
we lost the match...
still want lost 20 marks...
cant blame...
because we also not played well but they played quite well...
besides that...
referee bias on them...even luck also bias on them today...
really 骄兵必败...
so today learned a lesson...
dont underestimate ur opponent...
really is a terrible moment for me...

happy valentine day....

Monday, January 24, 2011

last two weeks

i have ignored my blog for two weeks
due to busy and laziness....=X
ok
lets talks what i do in last two weeks
last two weeks
i keep busy for basketball and fyp
last week is week 1 of my last sem
normally week 1 is nothing to do
but i need to rush my final year project...>.<
besides that
i also attend for our team training on last tuesday and wednesday
it is a great experience and had a great moments with them
because all of us train seriously
just want to get a satisfy result for the tournament 

this basketball tournament opening ceremony hold yesterday
it is also the time for us to play first game
before this game
we keep guessing who is this opponent who purposely come to kampar from kl
and we keep praying this team wont so strong 
therefore we might grab a win
but fate is always give us a joke
there are two national player in our opponent's team
besides that
there are some player that i played with them before
they are the champion in the tournament which i played it
lastly, we played a nice game
we never give up the game although opponent is much more stronger than us
i really felt proud with them
we worth to give a clap
i also played well in this game
i hope i can maintain this standard
because it is the standard i need to
we need to win three game to qualify
add oil together~