Monday, February 28, 2011

“你”

现在已经一点多了...
很累很睏...
但是还是先把这篇写好...

对于"你"
真的千言万语涌上心头
但仅仅局限于咽喉
想要写出
却也不知从何说起
与"你"的相识
从一个幼稚的打赌开始
与你那段浅薄的缘分
时间定格在两个月
而过后的一切
都只是为自己的不成熟买单...
得知某个消息后
以为是上天再给我一次机会
再次邂逅
你的身边已有另一个"他"
不停地说服自己把"你"忘掉
只要一听到"你"的消息或遇见"你"
却无法自我控制
就像最近的那一次
见到"你"后
整个人都失魂落魄的
如果说你是我生命中的一个过客
那你肯定是最不可缺少的那一个
少了你
我不再是我
我不会懂得珍惜.....认真...
我希望"你"的幸福是从我身上得到
但是这应该是不可能的事了
只好祝福有那么的一个人能给"你""你"要的幸福
我也会找到那份属于我的幸福

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

低潮

刚刚和classmate吃团圆饭
虽然新年接近结束
但是这种聚会还是不错的
感觉真的很不错
想到这次是我们班最后一次的聚会
心里真的有点不舍
应该没有机会再有这种聚会了吧
因为班上的人来自四方
北至槟城
南至柔佛
东至沙巴/砂拉越
但我很珍惜这最后一次的聚会
美中不足的是
并不是全班的人都出席

最近
陷入低潮
原因就是那场败仗
真的对我伤害好大
而且一个星期过两次情人节
别人都在甜蜜蜜的
自己却是孤零零的过
虽说已经是第二十二年了
但感觉还是蛮糟糕的
当然我也有蛮多还是单身的朋友陪伴
我也蛮享受与朋友一起疯的感觉
但.....
就是感到还欠一些东西
不着急
慢慢来吧

希望能早日摆脱这低潮期....

Sunday, February 13, 2011

down down down

arrrrggghhhh...
today is valentine day...
for those who are in relationship...
its gonna is a good day...
for those who single like me..
"eat myself"
but this is not major reason to make me down...
today...
i received two valentine present...
one is given by my friend...
thank you very much...
another one is i just lost a match...
it is a major reason that made me very very very fucking freaking down...
seriously...
this is a match that should not to lose if we really wanna qualify to next round..
but the fact is...
we lost the match...
still want lost 20 marks...
cant blame...
because we also not played well but they played quite well...
besides that...
referee bias on them...even luck also bias on them today...
really 骄兵必败...
so today learned a lesson...
dont underestimate ur opponent...
really is a terrible moment for me...

happy valentine day....

Monday, January 24, 2011

last two weeks

i have ignored my blog for two weeks
due to busy and laziness....=X
ok
lets talks what i do in last two weeks
last two weeks
i keep busy for basketball and fyp
last week is week 1 of my last sem
normally week 1 is nothing to do
but i need to rush my final year project...>.<
besides that
i also attend for our team training on last tuesday and wednesday
it is a great experience and had a great moments with them
because all of us train seriously
just want to get a satisfy result for the tournament 

this basketball tournament opening ceremony hold yesterday
it is also the time for us to play first game
before this game
we keep guessing who is this opponent who purposely come to kampar from kl
and we keep praying this team wont so strong 
therefore we might grab a win
but fate is always give us a joke
there are two national player in our opponent's team
besides that
there are some player that i played with them before
they are the champion in the tournament which i played it
lastly, we played a nice game
we never give up the game although opponent is much more stronger than us
i really felt proud with them
we worth to give a clap
i also played well in this game
i hope i can maintain this standard
because it is the standard i need to
we need to win three game to qualify
add oil together~

Saturday, January 8, 2011

after basketball match

just now watched basketball match
my team played semi final in other tournament
i dint participate this tournament because of study
this tournament held on the weekdays
but i only can back on weekend
and not guarantee that i can back everyweek
in this 2nd quarter 
i know my team is stronger than the opposite
i felt that they can go through final
but
lastly they lose the game
because of the poor defense
i felt like wanna change a jersey to play the game 
because their performance really freaking poor
its a great chance to win a champion
but they dint appreciate it
hope they dint give up
i still want join them to play more and more tournament

i hope that the kampar tournament come as soon as possible
feel like wanna play the game very much
wanna test myself
how is my performance after gaining some experience in last year
i hope we can get a satisfy result
although
its tough
somemore my team still havent get enough player
still thinking who will be my teammate...>.<
i will train more
i want to be better
all the best

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

梦醒时分

梦总有一天结束
2010年最后的三个月
好像一场梦
新的一年
这场梦结束了
这是你的决定
我接受与尊重
衷心地给予祝福
感激你带给我美好的回忆
巾帼枭雄,刑警,囧探查过界,3 idiots,赌神,锦衣卫,情圣,新精武门
还有那难忘的两晚
一切已成过去
只能在回忆中找寻

接下来
要把心情都集中在来临的比赛中
还有FYP...
梦醒了
现实还有很多事情等待我
加油吧

Sunday, January 2, 2011

new year

today is the third day of 2011
a brand new year
recalled what i have done in 2010
i have do nothing
study,basketball,yam cha,snooker,online
that is all of my line
just learned how to ride motor,and and...
learned how to drink and shake shake in club...=.="
but also quite enjoy and appreciate those life
very fun~~~~XD

a brand new year
i changed a hand phone
i go a friend's house to drink beer in new year eve
there is another 3 friends along
one of them wanna sell phone
original price of rm1090 and now sell for rm400
just bought 3 months++
i think its worth gua....=X
i just spent rm100 for this phone
i sell my old phone to my sister for rm250
then my brother sponsor me rm50~XD
thanks to them so much~

i dont have any target for new year
i think i very lame...>.<
actually i should set some targets...
err
really cant think of any target
just enjoy the life first la...=X
wish all of my friends,family pass their life happily and peaceful
i will happy when seeing u all happy~=)

last week
almost everyday busy about fried biscuit with mum...
next week my sister's daughter start school le
dont know my mum will continue fried anot
if continue
i will very suffered bah...@@"
going back kampar on next monday
looking forward to the tournaments~~~~
one aim for semi-final and another aim for second round~
although i hope can get a good result in these tournaments
i prefer to enjoy the progress when playing on the court with my teammates
there is the last chance for us to play together
appreciate it~~~~

last day
when work with mum
my dad asked me again
"did u find a girl friend ya?faster go find one lo...after graduate will very difficult to find ya~"
for this question
just can said wait lo
i also waiting....