无题

身体精神都处于疲累的状态

睡意也已经侵蚀我的意识

但只要闭上眼睛

脑袋却不受控制地胡思乱想

思念一直涌上心头

只能在回忆里找寻你的身影,声音与你的一切一切

好久好久

都没试过那么地认真

自己也不敢相信

一直抑制

但却不断地膨胀

某些东西

令我想了又想

猜了又猜

得到的答案却是无解

心里其实存在千言万语

但不知如何表达

也不敢完全在这写出

我的思绪是如此复杂

心意却如此简单

就是我想你

我爱你

恩

最近这里好像乌云密布

没办法

这是我抒发的方式

敬请原谅

流星

不知什么日子

天空划过许多流星

还以为只出现一阵子

结果已迟了的我还能有幸见到许多颗的流星

望你能在这时刻伴我左右

但只是一阵失望

听着“彩虹“   

望着流星

气氛合得刚刚好

只能暗暗享受

与你在同一片天空下

坐在同一个地方

呼吸着一样的空气

看着一样的星空

一颗颗的流星

忆起那段一直追看流星的日子

一班朋友

上那暗暗的桥上

把车停在路旁

躺在那凹凸的马路上

望着一望无际的星空

一颗颗的星星挂在夜空

仿佛一伸手就能触碰到

接着

流星忽然间飞逝

每个人都在惊讶

那是否是所谓的流星

第二颗流星再次划过

终于肯定那是流星

过后

躺在那儿

一面听着火车声

一面谈天

一面期待第三颗，第四颗

某些事与某些原因

从此这活动消失于我们之间

虽然如此

这段回忆绝对不会在我脑海里消失

这是属于我们的独家回忆

我.......

想念那时候

end of short sem

after today...

the short sem ended...

and this is my last sem break...@@"

time gone so fast...

the first day i came kampar just like happened yesterday...

today...

is the last paper in this sem...

i done a very super duper mistake....

i .......i.........i.......

forgot to bring calculator!!!!!!

this is a calculation paper...

then...

no choice....

hand calculate...

some more the question so tough...

dont know how to die...

hope can pass lo...

hope can get c...

yes...i am greedy...>.<

this week out with jim and seng frequently...

it is a great time with them~

we talks about basketball, girls and many many other things~

it is really very fun...

looking forward for wednesday~

dont aeroplane ya~XD

it is a bit late to us...

because next sem will be seng and my last sem...

cant gather for more time...

but time is not so important..

just appreciate the time we having~^^

err...

tomorrow going back kl again...

for some reasons...

semi final has been canceled...

actually i am quite disappointed...

because straight give up the chance to play final...

but never mind lo...

i believe i still got chance in future~

tomorrow is playing 3th/4th place...

i want get a bronze medal!!!!

add oil!!!!

god bless me!!!

erm...

someone getting in sick recently...

she is quite suffering...>.<

hope the bacteria can get away from her as soon as possible...

lastly...i miss u....

2010的最后一个月....

今天是2010年里的最后一个月的第四天....

今天忽然间有那种心情blog...

在这静静的夜里...

听着周杰伦的歌blog...

感觉真不错....

等下的夜晚八点...

我将会在kl继续进行我的比赛...

这一场是四强赛...

只要打胜了就有机会在自己的主场捧起冠军....

虽然....

这有点困难....

哦....

不是有点...

是非常困难...

但是...

都已经到了这个地步....

就只好拼命地拿出120%的实力与斗志...

不然肯定没有机会...

加油吧!!!

很快地...

这个short sem已经完结了....

下个星期...

就是final了....

不过...

还是没有进入那种要战斗的状态....@@"

不懂要怎样死.....>.<"

最近....

我心里住了一个人...

记得上个星期....

发生了一些事情....

我的心真的很痛...

但我不能做些什么....

也不懂我能够做些什么...

或许太认真...

也害怕被伤害...

所以现在还不敢说明自己的感受....

不喜欢这懦弱的自己.....

矛盾

这个世界里....
充满着矛盾...
无论是人与人之间还是个人...
最近心情总是变换无常....
就因为某个原因...
我是很憧憬...很期待...
但我真的不喜欢这种感觉...
想要...却不喜欢...
这已经是我的矛盾了...


原来...
真的有些事情不知道的较好...
本来是充满信心...一无所惧的样子...
知道后...
却变得优柔寡断...不知所措....
真的好讨厌....
讨厌....
讨厌....


算了...
不懂要写什么了...
没什么心情...

November

already 4 weeks in this sem...

means the short sem going to end soon...

3 more weeks...

time gone so fast...

this week and next week going to face the midterm...

means i cant go back to play the game...

next game is the first round of playoff...><

no choice...

midterm is more important than basketball....

last weekend have played two matches...

one win and one loss...

first game...

my teammates and others said my performance not bad....

but second game...

i play like shit...

overall...

i not satisfy at all...

really wanna be better....

beside that...

my teammate also ask whether i wanna join the next tournament which help at end of this year...

around december...

i still thinking wanna play anot...

because i already always going back in these two sem..

next sem is my last sem...

wish to stay at kampar more...><

this sem...

i also seldom gather or crazy with my buddies...

since our timetable different with each others...

and i keep going back kl...

but...

i am enjoying the time when u with me...^^

last few days saw something on fb...

made me felt so fan...

why it able to cause me so fan...@@"

not only once...

is every times...

hope it can lost its affect to me as soon as possible....

be happy everyone~

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such a long time dint blog...

i think around one month already...

because of laziness...=X

now is the time to blog since i am in the blogging mood~XD

time passed so fast...

today is the 4th day of November 2010...

that means one month more...

2010 will be end...

and...my university career also getting to end soon....

actually really reluctant to graduate...

just two years time...

i get many friends here...

and we have many crazy memories....

i wont forget these memories in my life....

i appreciate it so much...

last week so unfortunate...

getting sick...

so suffered...

long time dint suffer like this...

keep dizzy and lying on the bed...

watching the ceiling...

thinking the time when i am getting sick...

mum will always come in my room...

now only know how good is it...><

the elder i am....

then complexity i facing...

even just play basketball...

also can till so complex....

the problem i facing almost made me give up from basketball...

but i found back the passion...XD

this week got two matches...

need to put all my effort to win it...

we cant lose anymore in group stage~

add oil~